It happens when your terminal illness leaves you home alone , and unable to drive.   Your thoughts become almost like a friend except they do not talk back.  Lost in reflection?   Is it good or bad?  Percentage wise, I reflect on what should I do?  Nothing major.  How can I take my Grandson Hudson to […]

I have been busy lately.  Two ambulance rides, a spinal tap, ten day’s in the hospital to name a few events in my life.  “Oh” do not forget, an impacted tooth extracted last Thursday.   My family has been extremely supportive.  I feel thankful my Mom stayed by my side, and my husband took care of […]

I am over a month late for my 2018 Goals and Aspirations. I have made an executive decision. Take life one second, hour and day at a time. My goals are dependant on my health. I look back at last year, and it reminded me that I was stuck in the mindset of my adult […]

I am in the Hopsital, and on the fall list. If I want to MOVE around or STAND UP, I press the nurse call button on my phone. A nurses turn off my security leash and escorts me to where I need to go. Mainly the womens bathroom. I have no privacy nor any freedom. […]

Defination: recuperate is a verb (used without object) To recover from sickness or exhaustion; regain health or strength. A verb (used with object) To restore to health, vigor, etc. dictionary.com

Radiation side effects are different for most people. For me, the last round of 4 cyberKnife and 10 regular zaps of radiation has been difficult to swing back to normal. I am exhausted and when I stand up an acute sense of Vertigo overcomes me. So, I lye in my bed and rest. After a […]

Cyberknife, sounds sci-fy, and lying under the robotic machine I felt like a Transformer was working on me. I needed four cyberknife treatments. I named it The Hand. The arms of the Hand helped pinpoint the cancer cells without zapping areas that did not need radiation for various reasons. I also needed traditional radiation in […]